I moved to Newark when I was 3 years old and I went to preschool in Villa Park near Chicago so my Parents would drive me up everyday and then they would go to work and after preschool I would go and stay with my Grandma then after my parents would get off work they would pick me up and take me back home, in kindergarten I went to the grade school and I met my best friend Kayla, Kayla and I were inseparable and we called each other sisters, when i was in second grade she moved away to Washington State and after that I avoided contact with most of the people in my class, I became a loner and without my best friend I became extremely insecure because people I thought were amazing friends of mine were turning on me and talking about me behind my back and calling me horrible things. By 4th grade I didn't talk to anyone in my class besides Sienna and occasionally Hannah or Naomi. In 5th grade I became really good friends with Sienna and Val only to find out that everything about me I told Val she went around telling everyone else, I put up with her using me till late 7th grade year to early 8th grade year when AI finally got sick of being used and abused by someone I thought could be a good friend, I then only had one person I could call a best friend, that was Sienna, we had been though a lot together, and then I met Ivy, Ivy is NOT my best friend, she is my sister, she will never replace Kayla, she doesn't need to, we know each other better than anyone, she knows everything about me and she loves me as if I were her family and we would do anything to keep the other safe, She fully and completely supports my love of acting even to the point where she came all the way to Chicago to see my first ever semi-professional show of My Fair Lady. For a period of time I wished I wasn't alive, I hated my life and felt alone and hated, but lately my life has looked up and now I'm glad I'm here for my sister and best friend, they mean everything to me and I would take a bullet for them without hesitation
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